Sayang

Assalamualaikum.
How are you? OK? kalau ok bagus la.
So. Today I am going to make a review about this new song sang by an Indonesian singer named Shae. She is so beautiful because of her mixed blood of Australian and Indonesian. Her voice is kinda mature and rough not like some other female singer who has quite a feminine and cute voice. You should try listen to her. Here's a link.

Entitled SAYANG. The lyrics... i love them. I love singing this song to Miyun so we officially called this song, OUR SONG. Hheheh :D
I also tried playing this song on guitar,here's a link to its chords.
 http://tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/s/shae/sayang_crd.htm
btw, I also sang this song to Miyun and record it and sent it to him. I hope he really likes it. :)

Stupid me

So today I'm gonna write about something that happened between me and Amirun. I didn't mean to talk about our fight here, but I am just going to write about how stupid I am in this relationship.

You have no idea, how much I love Amirun Syazwan. 5 minutes without him makes me worried and I can't stay calm, if I stand, I still I should move, If I sit, I think I should stand, and If I move, I think I should just lay down. Maybe this is what they called love. Kak Yati told me that if one falls in love, it's normal that we lost our appetite, always fight and feel like crying every day. It's absolutely true, if I don't have him to tell me to go and eat, I can't eat and I don't feel like eating. I ate some but I can't finish them all. If he didn't call me before bed, I would start worrying and can't go to sleep. It's obvious that I am in love with him deeply. Unlike my past relationship, I never feel like this. If I want to sleep, I just go to sleep. But when I'm with him, everything seems so imperfect without him. OMG. This is getting weird. I am obsessed with him! :O

So, let's get to the point which relates to the tittle. Stupid me for treating him badly. He likes to play around with me. Pretend I did something really bad when I did just a small mistake. I, who is super sensitive would start crying, :'( and he will start asking me to stop crying, because he care for me. I should just be like super chill and totally understand all his jokes but damn it, I am trying to hard to be cute to him that I forgot about his feeling. Seriously, I think I should stop being so gedik, and be mature. This relationship will only work if I start be a mature person. It's not that hard to just listen to what he wants and follow. He listens to me, when I told him to call me, he called.That's good enough for me.

Sorry about this crazy love issues.
The other day, I watched Cinderella on Disney Channel. In the movies, Cinderella is so patient solving her problem and helping others and make others happy too. Her character is so nice and sweet, all men would fall for her if she is a human. I want to be like her. Nice, understanding and perfect for Amirun. I love everything about him. There's nothing that is not perfect about him to me. I must try harder to change myself for him.. :) Wish me luck.

The Holidays

This year's holiday..way adventurous but not physically but emotionally.
So here's a timeline, I would like to call to point out the important things that happens during the holiday. Which mostly happens in Miri, Sarawak.

1. Went to Klang - Stayed at Abah's house for 3 days before flying to Miri. Had some complication over here. Had to cover up the talk under the blanket.

2. Went to Miri - You have no idea what I did in the flight.

3. Went to the hospital almost everyday. and did absolutely nothing at home. watched TV and read some books, did some homeworks.

4. Lock myself in the back room and talk to my beloved Miyun. and wake up super late and sleep super late.

5. Got some emergency topup from Kak Yati. Thank you sister. :)

6. Wait for Miyun to finish his SPM paper and get some SPOTs for him.

7. 3/12/2012 - My first baby nephew was born and its a girl. Named Aisy Azzahra binti Ahmad Ikhwan.

8. Got scolded by my mom cause of some particular reason, wont be mentioned.

9. Ate durian. which is awesome!

10. Went archery for the first time and it was so hard and hurts my hand a lot.

11. Learned how to carry my nephew, sadly didn't take any picture. :(

12. Fly back to Klang. and stayed at sister's house for 4 days.

13. Gained some knowledge about Miyun and trying to improve myself for him.

14. Went back home, start redoing my homework and start studying for next year.

15. In need of some money and planning to sell some stuffs.

I think that's all, or maybe there's more. I can't remember clearly.
Anyway, I watched THE HOLIDAYS again yesterday with my sister and finally, this time I listened and read the subtitle carefully, which totally helped me in my love issues. I'll try to recall what the actress said in the movie and this is what I understand. Cameron Diaz talked about long distance relationship with Jude Law. which is in the same condition as me and Miyun. So she said, something like this, "We are going to be away from each other and everything is going to be okey for a couple of months. But then, after 5 months, we gonna start fighting because that's the only thing we can do. Then we break out and never meet each other again. OMG what am I saying." These are what she said, as I recall. Then Jude Law said back "I'm in love with you and all I know is I love you." kinda like that. yeah.. Then, they both decided to work this out, they try to meet each other and be helpful in this relationship, because they really like each other. So, I guess they worked it out. I was thinking about explaining this to Miyun but still didn't figure it out. It's not about us being apart, it's about us being together and nothing can break us apart, nothing, time, distance, nothing can tare us apart. If we love each other, we will work hard to make sure both of us are together, forever. Prays and Wills. We can do it. I do my part and you do yours and all we need is trust. If we trust each other, everything would be easy. After all, it is just going to be a year, by then, I can meet him everyday. Okey. This need some time to settle.

I think that's all for today. Talked long enough for every one to read. Just wanted to let everything out of my head for a moment. :)

Assalamualaikum