Welcome backo

Wow.
It has been a seriously long time since my last post and I am starting to forget my blog. I've gonna admit, I am on Tumblr like every day. I do have some stuffs to write on blog but you know, laziness kills plans.

So, end year holiday has begin and I am currently at home settling down with my homework and my emotions. This year's trip is, yet again, Miri, Sarawak, but this time we have a special occasion there which is the birth of my first nephew, my parents' first grandchild and my Along's first daughter. It's probably going to be a girl..not 100% confirmed just yet.

As for school, for final exam, I've got 3rd in batch. WEE!! Alhamdulillah. I worked hard and prayed and thank you Allah for this. But I still have to improve for SPM and I'm heading for straight A+, thus this is another reason of my trip to Sarawak that is to prepare myself for SPM. There is billions (exaggerating)  conflicts before I come back home and I don't actually want to talk about it. After all, I just been through another conflict yesterday but Alhamdulillah, it solved just the way I wanted it to be.
Wanna know something new about me? Well, let's begin.

I am now (probably) engaged to Amirun Syazwan bin Kamarudzaman. A 17 years old boy from Langkawi. He is my boyfriend, publicly said. The way I know him and the journey of our early 2 months relationship is seriously awkward yet challenging. Totally tested my patience and endurance. I have no idea why I typed endurance but I want that word to be there so... whatever... We fought every single day but I've tried to avoid some of those fights, and sometimes we are sweet to each other. Like a couple, you know, cuddle, calling names, blaming etc. That's how I get to know him better and how my love grows deeper day by day. However, we still are facing a bit problem in trust. We still couldn't trust each other 100%, for he is always scared that I would leave him like his ex, and I am scared he would leave me just like my ex. At last, we finally decided to let go of the past and stop comparing each other with our exes. There you have, I hope I could make this love last forever. Seriously thou, I want this relationship to last till Jannah. InsyaAllah. Pray for us ohkey.

Well, that's about it for now. Nothing much interesting other than Facebook, Twittah and One Direction and of course my beloved Miyun (that's what I address him on FB and Twittah). I am waiting for his call now actually. Maybe he is busy, so I'll wait. and lastly. HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!

p/s : yes. I love amirun syazwan so damn much. :3